Tuesday, January 3, 2006
moments of realiZATION
The moment makes the difference….
The moment of absence makes the difference significant….
The moment of absence dawns down the realization the value and worth of it all…..
It is very upsetting to know that a friend is hospitalized when one expects him to be working heartily at office or remote sensing from home…or when one expects him online any minute once in office.
Poor Bhanu is in the hospital after a bad accident last week. He's doing fine now and out of danger. Keep him in your prayers!”
This is yet another instance that brought to my notice that relationships are special. One never realizes the depth in it until the time points it out to you.
The vacation home was a welcome change …a relief from the mundanity of the hectic work life I lead in the Hi-tech city. But surprisingly this time round whenever I got a chance from…that is the times when I wasn’t eating my dad’s head, bullying my bro, chatting to the dozen to amma and relishing her food , visiting cousins, and all that routine work one does when one goes home I was pulled towards blogspot.
Blogs and blogmates… Reading the ramblings, out pouring, the eruptions from the minds of all you guys day in and day out, has made me addicted to it. I come to realize that addiction is not such a nice habit to boast and nurture still blogs aren’t opium or heroine. They are writings and tell me a person who hasn’t been influenced or moved by the pen which is indeed mightier than the sword. It is no surprise that the first browser I open every morning is to wonder around the blogging community.
Certain things never register unless it is said bluntly. The Sharpe edge of the blunt words revives us from the rosy, green, blue, purple and yellow lives we lead nowadays. This is my way says Reality…….it strikes at the most unprecedented time. The shock treatment it is and it will be always.
I have had very good experience in the chat rooms. No more words needed to elucidate this fact because my 3 best friends hail from that world and one of them happens to be so close that we will never part for ever unless parents interfere……
It took those working University days chat less days to make me and all of us aware that yes we miss each other.
I took me a year to realize that I indeed had fallen in love with one of them.
It takes the hostel food to make the home food look like heaven.
It takes sorrow to make happiness sweeter…
It takes an accident to realize that Bhanu is a close friend……